i seriously cant stand this blog skin anymore.
tell me its gross. its such a norm! ):
but its not like i've got all the time in the world to look for another one.
i hope you wont mind this temporary eyesore.

let's see...
10 days more to The Day, and what the hell am i doing here?!
dont ask me, i have no idea.
anyway anyway, this blog entry to specially dedicated to a dear friend.

bruuuhhhh...
its the least i can do now. so here it goes.
although i dont really know why you were so down the other day, just wanna let you know you have two big suns. we're all yours.
i know its uncontrollable but hey, who's gonna stop the world to turn things ard?
ME! (((: i know its not been a smooth sailing four years for you, i cant promise whether things will get better or not, but i know we will have the funnest of all fun on 16 nov!!! you've shown me what its like to be a real friend. i know i've never said this before. but its true.
last of all, i love you and best of luck!

so yeah.
i've gotta go study.
oh btw, its over. pls get it into your head. we can never be together again. pls!

love,
sucheng.

geez, i hope you like the new skin.
i dont love it or anything... just feel like i should throw the rainbow out!.

t0day wasnt any good.
just felt like being cut away from the world.
but didnt manage to... i just felt that i had to do something.
i screwed up, as usual. =/

i cant wait for princess hours. i find it so stereotypical. korean shows with crazy girls and handsome guys(er, not in princess hours) falling in love only to find themselves out of it sometime later. but still, i cant wait for it. its some kind of addictive drug they put in korean dramedies(dramas and comedies!)...

hey suefern, i know where to get tai yang bing(SUN BISCUITS) from liao! at marina square 2nd level. there's this taiwanese snack shop that sells it! (: OH, dont forget to get me something from japan! actually, all of us. to compensate for not joining us for christmas. SNIFF. SNIFF.

gosh, our big day is in like less than 2 shitty weeks! ): anyway, here are some pictures for you to feast your tired eyes on...

uncle lim's house!

thats all! bye! ((:

its the last day of school for us, grad kids.
last time we will ever see the whole class line up in the morning.
last time we will have normal lessons.
man. i wish i had school forever..
soi wont have to miss so many people like...

colleen mary yap, the queen of my heart. you made my life in greenridge so much happier. those people we used to laugh at and the crazy jokes and letters we wrote to each other... I WANT TO GO SAME JC AS YOU!!!

a picture speaks a thousand words.

thank you siew hui, for teaching me some of the most important lessons in life.

THANKS FOR ALL YOUR WONDERFUL PRESENT. I PERSONALLY LIKE THE RUBBER BAND ALOT. BUT THE BEST GIFT IS THE STRAWBERRY CHOC. THE MOST MEANINGFUL ONE IS THE CARD LAR. THE PRETTIEST IS NISA'S...




there. all my well wishes to all of you..
to my e1-ers.
teachers.
class chair and table.
school canteen vendors.
their fork, spoon and plates.

):

this blog is not sucky. it is not. ): i'm sorry. I LOVE YOU!

i'm tired.
i really am.
maybe i need a good night's sleep. a long one.
may we need it.
all of us.

hello.


this stupid blog very yucky.



no spacing.



bye.

let's talk about me. (:
ME MYSELF AND I
name: su(;heng! the most powerful girrrrl on earth.
gender: Female
birthday: SIXTEEN december 1990, the day that changed the world forever
siblings: one monster brother
height: 151cm. T.T
weight: dont T.T need T.Tlar T.T
current hair status: tied messily in one big fat ugly ponytail
what i feel like eating now: char kway teow, no cockles, want chilli pls.
FAVOURITES
fav colours: black and white.
fav fast food: i'm a die hard mac freak.
fav drink: coffee.
fav food: pastaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.
fav camera: my eyes.
fav songs: my school song.
fav pen: this very smooth blue one. $1.30 from kinokuniya.
fav festival: CHINESE NEW YEAR
fav part of The Body: face.
fav person: me lar.

nah too bored to think of other stuff.
oh derrick wants me to announce to everyone in my blog that we are both still woo.. strong like superglue. i donno wad woo means. but he just wanna say that we are okay lar... after all that HOOHAH in school. oh fyi, Talking Buddy's real name is derrick. oh and i'm suppose we're gonna conduct a midnight talking session. whatev.
good day ahead!
goodnight!

yours till the computer bytes,
sucheng.

exams are over but yet another episode unfolds by itself. no lar, by Mr, S(ituation)... its an episode of things just being so unfair! the worst part? no one's to be blamed. it seems that the situation took over everything and controlled everything. O>O

Mr. S made it rain, pour, gave me showers with thunder when i needed sunshine. but who's to be blamed?
he made my friends leave me when we needed each other. why so unfair?
Mr. S made me super irritating towards someone i care dearly for, and that someone got super irritated. when i tried to make things right, i ended up screwing up. but what can i do?

ohwell. if life gives you lemons, make lemonade right? i've decided. :
always take an umbrella with you. you never know when it'll pour.
beat Mr. S and get your friends back, after o lvls, as you said. hey i still love you okay. just not the kind of love i gave you in the past. its a different type. a more mature type. i guess time heals some parts of the wound. (:
lastly, get hold of your emotions and stop thinking so much. try doing something else and forget it. >.<>

i think this is a super unfair entry for you. i bore you to bits with the mundane details of my stupid life and my crazy feelings... just to make myself feel better. I'M SORRY lor... but then again, who said life was fair? *grins.

P.S: one day, when you love nisa and me back again, i will buy you more cheesecakes because i've never replaced the position of you being its princess with anyone else. after all, not everyone can be so crazy over smudgy spongy cheesy cakes the way you are. =/
P.S: i'm not being hypocritical, i just had a newfound feeling lar. a more grown-up one. wo zhang da le. not physically though. =(

love,
sucheng.