Wednesday, October 04, 2006 // 1:59 AM
exams are over but yet another episode unfolds by itself. no lar, by Mr, S(ituation)... its an episode of things just being so unfair! the worst part? no one's to be blamed. it seems that the situation took over everything and controlled everything. O>OMr. S made it rain, pour, gave me showers with thunder when i needed sunshine. but who's to be blamed?he made my friends leave me when we needed each other. why so unfair?Mr. S made me super irritating towards someone i care dearly for, and that someone got super irritated. when i tried to make things right, i ended up screwing up. but what can i do?ohwell. if life gives you lemons, make lemonade right? i've decided. :always take an umbrella with you. you never know when it'll pour.beat Mr. S and get your friends back, after o lvls, as you said. hey i still love you okay. just not the kind of love i gave you in the past. its a different type. a more mature type. i guess time heals some parts of the wound. (:lastly, get hold of your emotions and stop thinking so much. try doing something else and forget it. >.<>
i think this is a super unfair entry for you. i bore you to bits with the mundane details of my stupid life and my crazy feelings... just to make myself feel better. I'M SORRY lor... but then again, who said life was fair? *grins.
P.S: one day, when you love nisa and me back again, i will buy you more cheesecakes because i've never replaced the position of you being its princess with anyone else. after all, not everyone can be so crazy over smudgy spongy cheesy cakes the way you are. =/
P.S: i'm not being hypocritical, i just had a newfound feeling lar. a more grown-up one. wo zhang da le. not physically though. =(
love,
sucheng.
