a dream...

thats all i'll ever get.
a big fat dream.

that you will
*a**
me.

farewell, 2006...

it's been a stressful year because of O levels.
and also a teary one because i'm leaving school, and friends!
and a friend-unfriendly year too.


but anyway, life goes onnnn.
so bye la, 2006!



will it end of in a happy note?




do re me fa so la...
i'm asking my marduh to teach me piano.
but she wont one lah.
says its too much trouble.
> : [

at piper's pies, the other day me and fern stayed over at the lim's.

at the dinner.

moonfairies attack.

C for cousins!

our mommies got a present from us! my mom's name is paula, la. HAHA!

it says: I Graduated with a Ph.D from SCHOOL OF SUPERMOMS. (because I am Super Ma-h)

zello.(:
and a very merry christmas to you.

i'm drying my hair now.
wait ah...
ok, done!

actually, i'm not in the mood to blog.
so, have a great day!

ciao.

MERRY
CHRISTMAS!
:D

oh hello there.

(: so cute right. hurhur. thank you TB da-ge! TB rocks my socks, and this penguinn! its fur is like cotton-candy soft! haha. you can write on it. cos it's really velvety. like when you stroke it in one direction, it will change colour! teehee.

but of course! fiona's was the most practical. shawn and zhafri's quite common. and douglas' one was plain weird! but thanks to them all in all!

hmmm. oh yeah. i was too tired to tell you wad happened at the lim's. yuan fern and i were too engrossed in deciphering the weffriddles! check them out yourself! www.weffriddles.com every page has a clue that brings you to the next level. you have to like type your answer before the .html! but some of the answers are quite irrelevant to the picture or words. so forum to the rescue... lor. we had fun lah! hurhur. fern freaked herself out. we figured it was the fear of the unknown lah. i had that kind of weird feeling too. like you're scared but not sure of what. FREAKISHLY FUN!

hai. i havent got any parties to go to this coming christmas! most of my cousins wont be around mah. some go japan. some go australia. SIAN!

INVITE ME TO YOUR XMAS PARTY IF YOU'RE HAVING ONE!

(:

its getting late... i'm like doing this at like 3.30 in the morning... at the lim's...
everyone's sleeping now... and only me and heem are up.
oh well...
its quite a nice feeling to be all alone with the soothing music on...
not all alone lah. actually with quite a noisy nose-blowing cousin by my side.
bzzz.
yes! he just said he was going to sleep...
hurhur.
but he still remains my favourite cousin!
(:

hai.
i know this sounds abit weird.
but i'm still sadden by the insults rained onto me...
for my lack of faith.
it may be partly true, but i dont see the need for such a bad insult.
it really did hurt, really.
i need help. help, You?

i think i will turn in now.
goodnight...
as i reflect on my doings...

as for what you...
i hope you wont say that again.
because you. have. no. rights.

ahhh! i'm all alone at home... mom and dad went out and left their daughter home alone. but i cleaned up the house! as in, i didnt make a mess lah. and i watched teevee alone as well. ):
yay! i'm going out tmr! again... actually, nothing to yay about lah. i'm just gonna watch curse of the golden flower. so that i can see gong li and her ample bosoms! XD but really, does tang dynasty women dress so sexily? even the maids also wear so revealingly. according to the sunday times... the fashion sense in the show isn't really accurate. but history is, after all, history. we should just concentrate on the show! (:
TB is like sleeping... that means i wont get to talk to him until he wakes up. which will be like tmr morning. he win alr lorrr. he's deaf when he's sleeping, you see.
i'm gonna do sth to my not very nice blogskin, since i'm like swatting mosquitoes everyday at home.
let's pray for good weather tmr. (:
thanks for reading, you'd be blessed this christmas with great gifts!
hahaha, i am just feeling nice.

fotoegrahfee/
LOMO+

hahaha!
i'm like talking to 5 girls now.
fiona, caiying, fern, kathy and yuki.
(:
i rarely talk to soooo many girls at one time.

anyway, it was my birthday yesterday!
and today... it's colleen's!
SHENG RI KUAI LE, MY NUMBER ONE MAD COW GIRLFRIEND.
eh nice name right. moooo!
i bought you sth like uber uber zooober nice lah!
you have, i also have! we'll never parrrt. okie?
we're going to SA together! weeee~

oooh.
so yesterday all six of us went out.
it was a pleasant surprise lah, the whole darren thing!
we ate pizza hut. where i paid 5 bucks more than everyone!
i feel so cheapo. should have paid like half lor.
but the bill came up to a horrifying, appaling, jaw-dropping, 64 bucks! this was so worth $8.20...
then we played pool at marina!
douglas and darren look like old birds playing. but they're not that good lah.
me and fiona shot two balls each! (:
beach road, 10-5pm, less than $30? thats a real bargain!

hey! i froze milo! by accident!
cos i donno where to keep when i was on the way out.
so put in freezer!
it taste quite rich still! (:

yay(:
i'm like going out with aunties and fern tmr!
we'll be going to the restaurant to choose the food for our annual dinner, i heard... (:
and i will paint nails with fern! my chlorophyll cousin. too bad i dont have green nail polish...

...but not for long,
cos i'm missing you pretty badly, sweets. ):

thank God for wonderful friends i'm going out with tmr!
i shall sponsor my own cake lah!
i was thinking bakerzin but too ex.
angie the choice much too heartland, i think... it is right? =/
so.. i dont know.
but anyway, i'm having a craving for some fresh cream and cake.
i think i'll get for myself a bottle of whip cream and SPRAYYYYY into my mouth!
whip cream and fresh cream got diff or not ah?

geez.
i somehow think tmr wont be a good day.
but i think the whip cream idea is cool enough to make my day.
i reaaaallllllyyy love whip cream.
its so sweet and sinful.
*slurrrp.

marduh((say: mother!) haha!) is going to give me 50 bucks.
thats almost like a thousand gold bars to me.
she seldom give me money. like veryyyy seldom. okay, never.

oh yeah.
christmas is coming!
the new year's round the corner!
and so what will your new year resolution be?
but, first things first.
have you achieved your new year resolution for this year?
i definitely haven't cos..
i... cant remember my new year resolution for 2006.
@.@ S.Y got me hooked on this sign.
anyway, you can rmb mehhhh?
and even if you rmbed, i bet you didnt manage to make it happen.
loser.

{i love you!
alot alot alot!
especially when you laugh at your own jokes.
and i'll "o.O"
and you'll "-.-, ok nvm."
and and and!
im feeling dumb thinking abt how we try to get miss swan's 'yeah, okay!'
you still cant get it right la pls. mine was more xiang caaaan.
hahahaha.
you're definitely more than just a Talking Buddy to me...
let's hope you'll talk to me forever and ever and ever and ever and ever.
even after we find daniel in the bin.}

oh, did i tell you i got into SA?
nothing to brag about lah.
its just a visit to the sch for 1month plus.
i'm confirm cant stay there for good.
i'll rather go poly take mass com.

[advertorial]
CONGRATS TO FELICIA TOE(HAHAHAHA! NO LA, IT'S TOH!)
FOR BEING THE FIRST TO WISH ME HAPPY BIRTHDAY.
SHE WALKS AWAY WITH...
er, a mention of her name in my blog?
thats worth quite alot okayyyy!
(((:

okie pokie.
goodnight y'all!
so act hip hop.
hahahahahhahaha!

-no longer all that melancholic

i'm feeling melancholic... which means that i feel neither super depressed or super glad.
but i'm definitely not in a happy mood.

today was an okay day. it was so very normal, come to think of it.
i went out with TB. we met up earlier than usual. i like the black shirt! (:
we were having some stupid fights now and then on the 190 bus. one was about his stomach and another was about my forehead.
the wheels on the bus took us to plaza sing. not a hot spot, but there's carl's jr there.

1) the beef chilli fries were not badd. my that criss-cross fries, or whatever you call it, was nicer.
2) the burger was so gigantic that none of us finished. wonderful.
3) and the best part was the price. $20.40 was the grand total. and i was actually expecting change after passing him 20 bucks.

will we go there again? well, will you pay that kind of price?

we walked back... our feet landed us on heeren, then cine, and then taka.
the elephant was really cute. but i've alr decided not to spend his single cent. cos he's spend enough money on me to buy... er... something quite expensive.
although i think its better to receive than give, some things are better given.

actually all i want...

hello bello.
(:
how've you been doing, eh?

tb came to my house today.
didnt managed to achieve much, as expected.
rented POC... crazy show lar.

HAPPY ADVANCED BIRTHDAY TO YOU, COLLEEN!
and well, to me, too.
haha, we're one day apart. she's 17 dec and i'm 16.
heehee, taking this chance to announce my birth date to you.
so i can get presents, hugs and kisses.
too bad, colleen cant get or give any.
prolly when you get back from kooooooochiing la.

bon voyage to all flying off.

Just like a star across my sky,
Just like an angel off the page,
You have appeared to my life,
Feel like I'll never be the same,
Just like a song in my heart,
Just like oil on my hands,
Honour to love you,

Still i wonder why it is,
I don't argue like this
With anyone but you,
We do it all the time,
Blowing out my mind,

You've got this look i can't describe,
You make me feel I'm alive,
When everything else is all fake,
Without a doubt you're on my side,
Heaven has been away too long,
Can't find the words to write this song,
Oh, your love...

Still i wonder why it is,
I don't argue like this
With anyone but you,
We do it all the time,
Blowing out my mind, Yeah

Na na na na na na
Na na na na na na
Na na na na na na

I have come to understand
The way it is,
It's not a secret anymore,
'cause we've been through that before,
From tonight I know that you're the only one,
I've been confused and in the dark,
Now I understand, Yeah

Oooo
Oooo

I wonder why it is,
I don't argue like this,
With anyone but you,
I wonder why it is,
I won't let my guard down,
For anyone but you
We do it all the time,
Blowing out my mind,

Just like a star across my sky,
Just like an angel off the page,
You have appeared to my life,
Feel like I'll never be the same,
Just like a song in my heart,
Just like oil on my hands

Like a Star - Corinne Bailey Rae

mommy bought melon ice cream.
you scream, i scream, ICE CREAM!
((:
super trooper yummy!

hokay.
so i managed to pack away, throw away, give away my O lvl books.
thats mainly how i spend my boring nights.
its usually the same old routine.
have dinner, pack room, 9pm show, DOHAHAHAHAHA. (:

singapore got three golds so far! i think...
CHINA got an effing 93 =O
but no one can deny them their medals lar.
they are soOoO good can.
this china guy can run 2km in under 5 fizzing mins!!!
i think i might take like wad, 15?

i miss school.
i cant believe i'm not going back there next year.
school is like my second home.
i don want new friends, new teachers, an most importantly, i don want new books!
>:(
i will miss boring assembly on wednesdays.
i will miss mrs khoo's teeth and gums. ew.
i will miss going home with friends.
i will miss mama fan cai! and wanton on fridays...
i wont miss chui and radiah though! right, colleen? -grins.
SNIFF )':

anyway,
there will be cousin meeting later on!
(:
hopefully at linus' house.
its not like he likes travelling.
8pm got SPIRIT:THE STALLION OF CIMARRON...
correct spelling?

the sky looks gloomy...
eh! auntie mary(third floor, opposite block neighbour) is keeping towels and rugs!
hahaha! why all green colour one.
wait. she re-permed her hair!! and dyed it!! cannot be so black, she's not that young. =X
ohhhh, the joys of living in a four storey HDB flat... (:

yayyyy(:
red and greeeen!
does that put you in the christmas mO.Od or waad.
too bad we threw out our christmas tree like years ago.
anyway my pathetic 5-room flat cant take the height.
but hey, i <3 my house okay.
wouldnt sell it for a zillion dollars.
my preciouss houseee.

oh,
and they say a guy looks his best when he's in deeeeeep concentration.
i cant agree more.
(((:
when he gets angry...
HE GETS REAL RED HOT ON THE FACE.
but who says nobody likes a erupting volcano?
its an acquired taste...

kekekekeke.

):
where can you be.

i think...
i'm going to make a shoe for FERN.
my chlorophyll cousin.
ha!
i know!!!
i got the grreattesst ideaa!
D:

oh! and that video is dedicated to CALVIN CHIA!
my exam buddy for FOUR FREAKING YEARS!
he never wishes me good luck! only sometimes.
once, he stole my 50cts! >:( and pretended like nothing happened.
boyy, i miss him loads. ):
hope they find him soon.

eh how come cannot put colour. ><
wad happened to blogger.
):

anyway, doesnt matter.
i think i'll town for materials later on or tmr.
wanna come?
your company wont be charged.

FIONA AND NISA HELPING CALVIN TO PLUCK HIS WHITE HAIR.

hello there.
i've been like blogging everyday.
goes to show how bored i am.

bah!
type somemore later.

mozilla is weird. bleah.

today. is. boring.
):
just like all other days!
i cant get a job,
i have no more cash to go out,
shows on tv suck...

but!
i've got a book to read!
(: The Joy Luck Club.
very old, though.

went to limmy's to stay for a night.
didnt do much either.
Girls Out Loud was meaningless. a shortie for a host? that speaks Singlish? i'm feeling embarassed for her. =/
i explained JACK AND THE BEANSPROUT to en and she fell asleep. only heem pretended enthusiastic.

THE NEXT MORNING...

yuan was late for harmoc practise i think...
her noisy phone alarm woke me up at 8.30
in the end also never go!
that brace face.

we went for fish with chive sauce breakfast.
yum.
went back to their house to sleep somemore.

mom came to fetch me and we
yakked about our financial plans.

i packed my room!
and i found my OLD DIARIES...
all packed nicely in the moshi, the ice cream, box.
i used words like...
'daez', 'booz', and 'tink'
I FEEL LIKE KILLING MYSELF.
gross la.


this is... er.. those things that the staff put on their heads when they're working. cool huh.
en got this from aust. i want one too. ): as in their donuts.

tata!
i sure hope tmr will be a better day(:
clarke quay?
caaann?
plssss...

='(
i didnt want to delete it!!
ARGHHHH!
but must be sensitive to other people's feelings ok, sucheng?
*slap1
gooooooooooooooood girrrrrrrrrrrrrrl.
(:

blah.
here are some key words...
TEE.
MOC.
FUNNY PROPOSAL.
ANNUAL GATHERING.
FUN!

you will pay for this, angsuefern!
muahahahahahhhaa~
you better gimme your share of food during our annual dinner!
hmpfs.

hmmm. today was okay la.
went out with TB.
very long never talk about TB liao hor?
hahahahha.
still the same bad temper. and sweet smelling haiiirrrr. head hair pls. XD
still so RICH. -.- still so 'spent close to 600 bucks QQ'

WAHAHHAHAHHAH!
joking lar okay.
what you said really made me realised that ren bi ren qi si ren.
i believe in karma, though.
(;

going to watch JACK AND THE BEANSPROUT tmr!
tau geh!
one of my birthday wishes would be to...
pluck tau geh with TB's dad at midnight.
heehee.

YOURS TILL THE COMPUTER BYTES(sarahh taught me this!),
su(:heng.