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Wednesday, February 28, 2007 // 5:41 AM

MEMORIES
'06







check out kim seng's holey pants!


DAINAN.& SNG.

i love fiona.

stupid shaun.
!!!




my love.

With truckloads of ♥♥♥, suCheng
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Monday, February 26, 2007 // 8:27 AM


YESS!!!
WOOHOOO!!!
I CAN UPLOAD PIC!!!!

With truckloads of ♥♥♥, suCheng
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// 7:55 AM

*pants
okay, i'm like running in and out of my computer room so that i can blog while watching the oscars. actually i can watch the oscars first then blog right. eh, come to think of it... i should do that right? blah.

BE RIGHT BACK. (actually it doesnt matter cos you'll be seeing this whole thing as one blog entry, and not an interrupted one. D'OH!)

yeah, i'm back.
wait a sec yeah... i need to run thru the list of things i wna blog about. i always forget what i wna write you know. thats why my posts are more often that not, micro short.

right, uh...
The Departed won Best Motion Picture! (:
im so gna catch this hollywood version of infernal affairs!
and Little Miss Sunshine, Pan's Labyrinth and The Last King of Scotland.
i think i know what to do for march hols already... dvds and stayovers click!
and Al Gore rocks my green socks! D:
i should have supported him during the election. me and butts figured bush felt like a more family man, so we were like screaming for him! what the hell and stupid move.
i hope he get nominated again!

darn! my list ended. -.-
now i have to think about what to write.
let's just start with what's happened in school kay.

NESSA CAME BACK TO SCHOOL!
and she gave me a shock with her WHATTHEBLAH!? hairdo.
no la nessa, its nice. although im not one who'll say 'eee, what happened to your hair!"when i see a bad haircut. but yours is nice, really. REALLY!
XD
tskk, really! the XD was just for fun.

& YAY! YAY! YAY!
we got CG outing on 3rd march at joash's place! BBQ!
i cannot possibly put in sensible words or phrases my love for barbecued food. >.<
and you what the best part of the outing is?
THERE IS MAHJONG. yes, you saw that right. its spelt M-A-H-J-O-N-G!
WEEEEEEEEEEEE TO THE MXM!
shit man, im feeling bloody excited as i type now.
ah, i love A04!

to add on to everyone's mahjong obsession,
there's mahjong at LL's tmr!
this is madness to the most shiok! (:
but do wish me luck in winning!
;)lurrrvvveeeee SEVEN(:

i'm loving life to bits now!
although i know it'll end pretty soon.
thats why i'm seizing the day! (Dead Poet's Society)
seizing all opportunites to make the most out of the very few days we have left together.
we will definitely not be as close after we go our separate ways, but at the very least, we've created the best memories in the shortest time.

on a sidenote,
im gonna save up for my own SLR!
O.O
i think it'll take me 3 years at the rate im spending.
so, i should try my luck at mahjong!
play more, win more! not that i can win that much. at the most, $2? tuh!

pong
pong
hu
!

With truckloads of ♥♥♥, suCheng
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// 7:44 AM

Actually,
Its quite fun to blog...
But the dumb blog would upload my pic...
=(


Su Cheng is gone for a while...
So I will take a over just for a day...
=)

With truckloads of ♥♥♥, suCheng
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Sunday, February 25, 2007 // 5:53 AM

woah.
i cant believe my eyes man.
how can this happen?
i was definitely not expecting this.
>.<
but i'll keep my cool.
i'll take things to my stride.
i need time to sort things out.
i need to listen to sexyback.

YEAH!

With truckloads of ♥♥♥, suCheng
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Saturday, February 24, 2007 // 7:08 AM

hello(:





its the first time in quite long i'm feeling happy.
maybe because im talking to POW! my lovely jukebox.
i cant live with(out) her man! (sorry, inside joke)
GOOD LUCK TO LL FOR HER INTERVIEW!
and maybe because The Nanny is back on hallmark channel.

its been a sucky cny. downright horrible.
i realised how troubling troubles can be. if there's only one trouble, its still alright.
but its when you have many little troubles here and there that you start to get really troubled. and its usually the case.
and sometimes, there's really just nothing you can do.
i just sleep away my troubles.
not the best way, but the only way. and it works.
Thank God for my friends and cousin and mahjong! Amen.



yes, mahjong.
i would do anything!
so pls invite me if you have one table, a set of tiles and one kaki short.
D:



i think jerry yan is hot.

i am so random, my ears could be in my hair! but continue to <3>


With truckloads of ♥♥♥, suCheng
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Friday, February 23, 2007 // 8:11 AM

this is the result of being tired of taking photos of people.
enjoy?
clarke quay.


lecture theatre 1

STONE STEPS.

what do you call these things in the piano?

(:


With truckloads of ♥♥♥, suCheng
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Wednesday, February 21, 2007 // 7:17 AM

MAHJONG.
MAHJONG.
MAHJONG.
my current obsession.
and everyone's too la! once everyone gets in the mood, we'll crave to pong, chi(jiak?) and wash tiles every minute! (:
too bad i cant make it tmr. ):

nvm! i'm going to watch movie with mummy.
and hopefully, get to send en to airport.
one off to US and another one going to australia.
tskk.

see ya tmr.

With truckloads of ♥♥♥, suCheng
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Monday, February 19, 2007 // 6:59 AM

~cny pictures*
**********************
we celebrated grandma's bday on chu yi as well!
((((((:
she's one happy birthday woman and a proud grandma to the world's best GRANDCHILDREN...
(see below)


zenith!

i would like alex if he was my age and not my cousin!

i like this picture manzZz.


check out fern's idiotic smile!


from chee ko pak...

to BRIDGE...
and then HOR LOR!
wooo000OOO!
*************************
it may have been the worst cny i've ever spent all my life. somemore i lost one dollar in my horlor game.
but my cousins made it feel good manzzz!
and of course, my mad friends lah.
talking about them, we're going househopping and shopping tmr!
WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE~
please let cny be over asap! and let march hols come quickly!
*prays.

With truckloads of ♥♥♥, suCheng
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Sunday, February 18, 2007 // 8:08 AM

im officially hooked on neopets, once again.
and my name is mooks genius. i donno which part of my brain gave me that idea man.
buttt!
i got a shop! i love having a shop! the shopkeeper's name is LL! <3
my pet name is shunxian! cos its a chia. and CALVIN CHIA SHUN XIAN. XD
but i wna complain! the stupid food shop always run out of stock. >:
the ice cream game is cool! i got splatted alot of times by the choco chip ice cream, though. ):
hell, im having fun!

horkay.
let's skip the bad parts of my cny celebrations and
go to the (: events...
I SAW XIAXUE AT SPC PETROL STATION TODAY.
hahaha! thats not exactly the highlight of my day, but still.
she's not very tall but i think she's quite nice lah! oh, and her momo was with her.
I WENT TO BAI NIAN AT GRANDMAMA'S.
i wore my strawberry earrings. i felt delicious. ICK! no, just joking okay, please.
den we gamble and drank!
didnt collect much angpow money. but it doesnt matter. I HAD FUN.

some people just have to spoil all the fun.
tskk. but it felt great to explain my stand.
and vomit out everything i wanted to say long ago.

ah well.
have a happy day ahead tmr!
MUACKS TO ALL.
sweet dreams.
/zooms off to play meerca chase.

With truckloads of ♥♥♥, suCheng
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Saturday, February 17, 2007 // 7:45 AM

happy chinese new year!
wish my bro came back.
i'm gna go play neopets.
its fun! really!
<3

With truckloads of ♥♥♥, suCheng
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Wednesday, February 14, 2007 // 5:48 AM

fern just told me she bought ah lian shorts.
oh, and she also fell down on the bus because of problematic shoes and weak legs.
my pooooor valentine.
but not so poor thing, cos she got holidays now!
ARGH.

oh yes!
it's V-DAY today right.
sherman's little guppy gave birth during maths tutorial.
so yeah, john gave birth to baby john.
its quite cute.

and i made tiramisu!
its chilling in my fridge now.
hehe.

nothing more to blog anymore.
):

With truckloads of ♥♥♥, suCheng
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Tuesday, February 13, 2007 // 7:00 AM

hello!

blah, im like talking to my bro as i write. did i even mention i have a brother? no, a real one.
he's like nagging at me abt my results and shit.

okay, so i'm done with talking to him.

ITS V DAY TMR!
HAPPY VDAY!

bye(:

With truckloads of ♥♥♥, suCheng
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Monday, February 12, 2007 // 6:38 AM


when i called, all i wanted to tell you was that i baked a pineapple tart for you.

its heart shaped, by the way.


With truckloads of ♥♥♥, suCheng
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Sunday, February 11, 2007 // 7:47 AM

testing.

With truckloads of ♥♥♥, suCheng
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// 5:52 AM

sigh sigh sigh.
after two days of collecting my results, the sadness starts to set in.
the whole fucked up mixture of feelings.
regret. anger. envy.
my mind is so full of emotions it keeps turning itself on and off.
everytime my mind's awake, it will feel a different feeling.
when it gets too tired thinking, it will switch itself off.
it gets me very like this ---> >.<


**
& i dont wna leave my friends.
i wish i never went into first 3 mths.
it'll be way easier to let go. waayyy easier.
i love you all okay! especially LL, nessa, jane, ABEL, TIMO, DAE YEON, JOHN and not forgetting, carin!
i wont forget... POWER OF THREE, nessa's eye and earcandies, jane's juan, my busride back home with daeyeon, john's smooth hair, and abel... just abel.
i wont forget... the mattress, our soccer games, pool outings, crapping with abel in caf.
):
**

but you know what?
i'm not gonna sit around waiting for my results to change.
i'm gna accept all critiscms thrown at me from now on.
i'm gna swallow my damned pride and APPEAL.
i'm gna stay more positive than positive! and less negative than negative!
i'm gna do all that i can to secure my future.
i'm gna pray for the best.
that's what im gna do!



&
I'M GONNA GO SHOPPING TMR.
i think i will buy that pair of earrings!!!
i dont wna die regretting not buying it.
*prays that it wont be off the shelves when i go down tmr*
too bad i cant make it for tmr's totallydonothingtogether day at nessa's!

i really feels good blogging everything out.
its like vomitting all that shit out. er, almost.
i got something for ya!

i super love this photo until cannot love anymore la. i donno why the font like that but nvm. this animal is like posing for the camera la! and the angle rocks. look at the animal's hands. >.<

check out his photo gallery!



Singapore Zoo: Looking Out by ~elfvin on deviantART


With truckloads of ♥♥♥, suCheng
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Saturday, February 10, 2007 // 7:35 AM

>.<
i still cant find any tiramisu recipe that does not have any unfamiliar-sounding ingredient.
i'd probably find a the premix for brownie la. just add water, milk, eggs and BAKE AWAY!

but i did find something else...
A MUMMY AS A BLOGGER!
i know its not very strange but it is to me.
my mother almost became one...

mom: eh qing! can i make a blog?
me: can... why not?
mom: how?
me: must create blogger account and all that shit la...
mom: can write anything under the sun ah?
me: ya
mom: can write about my life, my husband and children ah? can bitch about my market friends?

i really wanna know how her blog will be like man!
like how she uses her english, and hokkien maybe?
God knows what i could do with a laugh.

***********

i dont wna study.
i dont wna face life.
i just wna sleep my life away.
i wna freeze time.

&
out of the blues,
TB says we should have a tea party.
he still thinks he very funny.
ohhh, that stuffed up kid.

HAPPY V-DAY IN ADVANCE,
TO ALL ATTACHED, SINGLE AND MARRIED.
and to those who claim 'its complicated', have a great time!

With truckloads of ♥♥♥, suCheng
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Friday, February 09, 2007 // 4:51 AM

finally, its all over.

i didnt do well, as expected. i knew it. i just knew it.
i didnt put in enough effort. i suffered serious mood swings during the exam period. (like what the hell right!)
i seriously let down uncle lim and mr ong. and my dad and bro.
my mom tells me to chill out. she's the cool sort.

& today is the first time in my whole life
me and colleen hugged so tightly twice!
BES + TIE rock.

but i just realised that alot of people did better than me. like ALOT.
jane. kane. abel. carin. the list goes on. but i'm not complaining. i know i shouldn't.

to those who did well, congrats but dont be complacent.
to those who did bad, no use crying over spilt milk.
to those who did neither good nor bad, i know how you feel.

I WANNA GO SOMEWHERE TO CHILL OUT.
JUST TO FORGET MY RESULTS, FORGET I TOOK O LVLS.
FORGET HOW TO FEEL SAD!!!
i know a great place at holland v... its called essential brews!
its uber funky. (((:
anyone for it...?


oh! you know what happened...
i told TB i wanted a pony and he gave me this.

he always think he very funny.

i love you for loving me.


With truckloads of ♥♥♥, suCheng
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Wednesday, February 07, 2007 // 7:10 AM

hello(:
today is 7/2/2007, wednesday! i have to tell you cos i think the blogger's clock abit koyak.

i had the earliest wake up call ever! at 4am in the friggin' morning.
but i appreciate that at least the caller did even called me...! XD

did i tell you i went out with TB on sunday?
okay, i went out with TB on sunday! XD
i wanted to go to the museum but oh well, bo lui ah!
actually, not exactly.
we ate at the gst-free jap restaurant and paid 32 bucks. ahhhh.
i still wanna buy that 3 pair of earrings, you know. +.+ WHY MUST I BE POOR? but i really like to groan abt being penniless, i feel more normal. (:
oh, we fought soon after. its always part of the outing, those petty fights. we HAVE to fight.

SCHOOL WAS SHITTY.
but we watched a depressing movie about people in afghanistan. =(
and then the 3 of us slept at mattress! the wind there quite shiok.

and then we had another depressing movie on global warming at vivo!
then after the show we felt so cold that we had group hug...
and then some strange external force pushed us forward. towards the steps.
STANDING AT THE SIDE, I FELL DOWN 90 DEGREES.
my butt bone still hurts.
but im still laughing me ASS off... like how the hell did we fall???
nobody knew.

oh, to end this off quickly.
i queued up for 2 hrs at the donut factory for the donuts.
and it was worth the wait.
(:

goodnight and goodbye!

With truckloads of ♥♥♥, suCheng
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Friday, February 02, 2007 // 11:21 PM

Sometimes I find myself sittin' back and reminiscing
Especially when I have to watch other people kissin'
And I remember when you started callin' me your miss's
All the play fightin', all the flirtatious disses
I'd tell you sad stories about my childhood
I dont know why I trusted you but I knew that I could
We'd spend the whole weekend lying in our own dirt
I was just so happy in your boxers and your t-shirt

Dreams, Dreams
Of when we had just started things
Dreams of you and me
It seems, It seems
That I can't shake those memories
I wonder if you have the same dreams too.

The littlest things that take me there
I know it sounds lame but its so true
I know its not right, but it seems unfair
That things are reminding me of you
Sometimes I wish we could just pretend
Even if only for one weekend
So come on, Tell me
Is this the end?

Drinkin' tea in bed
Watching DVD's
When I discovered all your dirty grotty magazines
You'd take me out shopping and all we'd buy is trainers
As if we ever needed anything to entertain us
the first time that you introduced me to your friends
and you could tell that I was nervous, so you held my hand
when I was feeling down, you made that face you do
there's no one in the world that could replace you

Dreams, Dreams
Of when we had just started things
Dreams of me and you
It seems, It seems
That I can't shake those memories
I wonder if you feel the same way too

The littlest things that take me there
I know it sounds lame but its so true
I know its not right, but it seems unfair
That things reminding me of you
Sometimes I wish we could just pretend
Even if only for one weekend
So come on, Tell me
Is this the end?

With truckloads of ♥♥♥, suCheng
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// 9:46 PM

i'm gonna compose a song, without a tune!
here goes...
**
it's like we've known each other since forever
but as the days go by we try to fly
up, up and away from each other
*
those empty promises you made
the ugly fake smiles i wear
we might as well be dead
who ever said life was fair?
**
i'm trying to make things rhyme lah. i dont think any tune in the world can fit this song man.
hahaha! tell me the lyrics are disgusting. especially the second stanza! its suppose to mean... geez. I DONT KNOW! or do i...?

With truckloads of ♥♥♥, suCheng
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// 4:51 AM

http://www.epicmoviethemovie.com/
(:

With truckloads of ♥♥♥, suCheng
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// 1:06 AM

deep fried prawn fritters!!!
how's that for dinner?
YUMMY PRAWNY!

i'm checking the web for the recipe on how to make tiramisu...for V-DAY!
to give cousins and friends one lah.
but i cant find!
instead i found a recipe on how to make Yabbies and Yabby Sauce.
eee. what's a yabby?

uh.
what else to blog about urhhhhhh.
nothing much except that...
the weekend is here!
that's all my stuffed up brain can think about.
like you know, TGIF!

aaannddd...
colleen calls mdm habibah, mdm habiBAK!
as in the BAK KUT TEH kind of BAK.
uh, if you still dont get it, mdn habibah is muslim.
EAT SOME HABIBAK!
i totally lied when i said i wasn't racist in the previous entry.
no lah, just joking niaaaaa.

oh, note to uncle TB:
i will plan the next outing, cos i know where we can both go liao.
you will be saved from all the petty scoldings too!
hint: O

With truckloads of ♥♥♥, suCheng
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