i hate this feeling.
i hate all that pressure on my head.
i cant even make my own decision without having to hear,
'its up to you. its your own future.'
i hate regretting.

note to self:
make up your mind before you change it again.
you only live once. do what you really wna do.
prove it to them that you can make it.

i hate you. please burn yourself down.
dont make me dirty my hands, you lousy college!