i'm been feeling really =askkskdjskasaksaksla recently. and that means i'm not in my best of moods, you wont hear me saying reasonable things, and i tend to get very very irrational. this situation worsens when night falls. the mornings and afternoons are still alright, and i'm excluding the boringest lectures.

& i just totally embarassed myself yesterday... again! for like the 120298939th time. and this stupid embarassment will probably last a week. so im gna live in a hole for the next seven days. i actually had the stupidest idea to bus down to far east to just go and have chicken rice alone. thank God i didnt man. saved me three bucks.

but! on a lighter note, i offered to help an uncle having difficulties carrying a super huge mattress. you should see him smile man. you could see he was really glad although he rejected my help. its been ages since i did a good deed, and i'm glad i did it.