YAY,
Derrick bought ps3 and we're gna play Hello Kitty's Adventure World on it! i love you!

YAY,
I'm going to the zoo with OGers tmrw! but remedials end at 2.30 and Abel's "SKIP SKIP SKIP" words are swimming in my head. but i most probably wont skip lah. Midyears are coming to PJ, they are just roooound the corrrrner. its PIA OR FAIL policy i've gotten stuck in my head. which is good, cos at least i'm being productive during the holidays, which was something that never happened for the last decade or so.

SORRY!
to classmates. for sacrificing S!7 outing for OG outing. its just that i've not been spending time with OG for the last couple of weeks. anyway, you guys are nice people, i know you'll understand!

YAY,
cos tuition with DehFerNee was fun today. except that mommy shouted and screamed at me for not closing the door, and luring cats in. i could only laugh it off to shut her up cos she'll laugh too.

HAHA,
cos mommy is hooked on the GC's brick game.

fiona's nick just reminded me. that THE great sale is now on. and huh, fiona, i got send you getwellsoon greeting meh. and haha, how can getwellsoon be in a form of a greeting? oh, that reminds me. i did send you a getwellsoon message, not greeting. (: and eh, you take care okay. i know how it feels to have ulcers. i get them ALL the time and its frigging painful & irritating. but i dont get throat ulcers, i get mouth ulcers. so actually, im not that sure if i know how you feel. this is insanely ironical.
:/
I CANT BELIEVE WHAT JUST HAPPENED. I JUST DELETED MY ENTIRE ITUNES LIBRARY. THIS IS WHAT HAPPENS BEING ME. BUT THANK GOD FOR ARES. MOST OF MY SONGS ARE THERE SO MY EARS CAN SLEEP WELL TONIGHT. BUT ITS GOOD LAH, MY LIBRARY ISNT SO MESSY ANYMORE.
:?
argh. i just realised og outing and S!7 outing clashes on monday. i hate hate hate hate hate hate hate situations like these. i have to sit down and think about what i should do, the things i have to sacrifice and whether i should just not go for both and stay home to sleep. its mentally strenous, really. the worst part? if i achieve a lose-lose situation, i lose out on having fun.
>.<
eh LL & Jane. sorry i couldnt make it for the islandcreamery/jane's house thing. wasnt feeling too well with all that scolding from mom and plus some funny kind of mood swing engulfed my body, mind and soul. well, it did feel that way.
+.+
but anywaaaaay. today was alright, minus the horrible mood swings in the aftnn. cos there was cousins gathering at the dieus'. mama(our grandma, not my mom) cooked wanton mee. deepfried wanton and honey charsiew rocks shit. joses, fern, heem and me was bridging and then! Flippy(the dog) did 'her stunt'! she took joses arm and did some sex stunt. $%^& I think it was feeling horny or something. its mighty sick but super funny!
XD
that probably sums up my boring saturday. well, i foresee tmr as another boring day as well. except maybe chem tuition may be quite interesting with My Hockey-faced Tutor.
(:
AH! I just remembered i have alot of outings coming up. Class outing/OG outing, have to strike one out. i most probably will go for OG one though. but no, i wont make no empty promises here. Vivo outing with Fern! to spend some quality time my dearest cousin. 4e1 outing to I dno where or when. & my mother owes me an outing to Essential Brews.
:D
:D
:D

Derrick bought Shrek ears. and we're gna take neoprints with them on! hahaha. 8day's idea and we're gna copy it. ;D Well, nothing interesting happened today. All i could remember was yuan calling me and shouting with that super-pissed off voice she reserve for her brother, "WHERE ARE YOU?" Other than that, i had PW meeting which was anything but interesting. And there's listening compre for chinese tmr, another hour of my youth down the drain. Bah!
Aye, Junkfood tees rock. I like the Rainbows Are Free one, with the pony in the middle. Someone, please get it for me.

and so i'm stuck with this horrible horrible GP essay on how critical the role of family is today that i have to finish by tonight. i have pw meeting tmrw, you see. and that clashes with aiya, alot of my other appointments or if not, sucks out the time i can use to do my essay.

PW, MORE THAN ANYTHING ELSE IN THIS ENTIRE GALAXY, DESERVES NONE OF MY PRECIOUS TIME.

go away, pooject work. you stink, real badly.
just get the hell out of my life.

die, i'm still stuck you know. its like there's this mental block in your head. because pw squeezed out every bit of inspiration i ever had. but thanks to Phoebe, we've got RJ's GP Bulletin. ah, copy and paste is the way to go.

yeah, baby.

even copying takes time, and i havent got much left. we'll talk again soon yeah?

did anyone cry reading abel's post on his mother? i know this sounds weird, but i did. i dno how and why, they just came rolling down.

i guess it related to me somehow. not my mom, though. i dont think i take her for granted at all. cos i do say thanks/kam xia when she cooks, washes my clothes and does the dishes. and i always ask if she loves me, she gets irritated. she's not like The Best Mom you see on those mother's day mugs, really. she nags at all things possible, scream at me, laughs like she'll never see tmrw while watching tv. but i love her all the same.
its my dad i take most granted for. i rarely, sometimes even never get to see him. out of sight, out of mind. he isnt exactly out of my mind, but sometimes i think i'm out of his. i always want to spend more time with him, but as LL always say, shit happens. its really damn sad how i dont know him at all. he told me he wanted to teach me how to play chess. but i'm always going 'probably another time', or 'later la'. but it suddenly struck me. what if there's no more next time? and my bro always say, "you only got one papa, you know..." yes, one and only one. there's never ever gonna be another replacement.
i am so going down to Popular to get myself a chess set.

Happy Mother's Day to all mothers.
I Love You, Papaaaaaaaaaa.
(:

i am damn sad cos blogger is screwed up, and i cant upload a random photo i like alot. BLAH!

i think its cos i have this combined blog with 07s17. ZL is so super efficient la. we have like this voting system for class chalet in june & blogskin. we have an announcement board i dont really like alot cos all that homework and due payments (for tys, files, etc.)turns me off. like abel said, a big ball shrinker. just as a metaphor, not literally applicable(to me) okay! ah, i HEART my class quite alot now.

today was alright but i was feeling high at the end of the day during GP. i dno why, i just feel happy when i see Phoebe. she's hilarious in the most non-humourous way. or maybe cos i sensed the best PE lesson in weeks. yeah, it was tremendous! (:
actually, it was the bball match after PE that was fun. OWENS vs PE. as in the people OWENS house tee and the people in PE tee. DeJin, ChunWee, Richard and JunHao practically owned the whole game. hardcore bballers man but not Ah Bengs okay.

((: 07S17 has very nice guys and funny girls. ((:

here's a random fact:
i'm eating an apple now!

thats to prepare you for my rants on X.
hey X, you never knew this but i've been a hypocrite all these while. i mean, ever since, i saw the other side of you more clearly. and i'm not gna ever tell you i dont like this part of you cos i will never bring myself to do it. i still love you, but maybe not that much anymore. the status given to us, the title we hold is nothing but a name. yes, you have an exceptionally unique personality but that is really no excuse. _______ should stay as _______ and we should act like _______. i cant pinpoint what's gone wrong in this relationship but i know i feel quite differently about you now. i dont know about you though, cos you just wont open up to me at all. very unlike what _______ should be doing. and oh, all the things you say... just hurts quite a little. its not just one or two things you said or do, but how you view me on the whole. but, i'm just gna be this really evil hypocrite and keep this to myself. cos as much as i want to tell you the whole truth, i realise i dont know how to. all of a sudden, you feel like a stranger to my heart. or are you one already?

all that emo shit i've been trying to get off my chest. but it still lingers within. its a terrible feeling, esp towards X, someone so so dear. i hope i'm just PMS-ing as i write all this stuff. *cross fingers really tightly*

yesterday was fun, fun, fun!

had CWO in the morning. watered the plants with this gabriel guy. timo, he's your friend! you know him!? he went for your DXO gig. we taiteeed, speeded. i think i find it easy to communicate with guys from bt view. look at zhaoliang, BAE, and timo.

then went down to greeeeeenridge!
while walking down below the lrt tracks, i realise how much i miss going to school. okay, maybe not going cos mother fetches me to school. but i do miss going back home from school! aiya, that stretch of road la.

for someone anonymous, i shall blog more often!

but the pw workload's been disgustingly horrendous. and whenever im online, i ALWAYS sidetrack. who doesnt right? deadline for GPP's first draft is like tmrw. and i have done no shit. shitty work just dont deserve to have shit done on it, and i swear by that. like, what the f*** is Literature Review? there's just too much to analyse and think and write about, i really yearn for a space in poly. everyone's either not online, not replying my msgs, or both. i think i'll give pw a pass.

): i always get so down during PW class, i feel like crying and then dying.

alright, enough of emo and unhappy thoughts. i'm a happy child, really! minusing pw, its been a nice thursday, surprisingly. cos PE was cancelled. that's gotta be the best piece of news i've heard all day. and all of a sudden, zhaoliang high-fived me and said," high five, no PE!" in class. AH, HE'S SO CUTE I TELL YOU.

rugby match on wednesday was alriiiight. just that i jumped&screamed like mad when i saw jesse and sirhan on the bus while on the way out to meet nessa and jane. SA didnt play so well, even though they won. i think that's what made JESSE 13 YELLOW BOOTS shout at his fellow ruggers across the field. and one indian guy from PJ was bleeding from his head/eye pretty badly. gee, is there ever a friendly rugby match?

too bad i missed abel, timo and timo's dog friend, chester. too bad i missed abel posing for those funny photos. shit, and i just missed the chance to talk to fern. next time in mama's house, remind me to talk cock with each other okay? i miss you lorryloads.

sometimes i just wish for more time to catch up with each other before everyone reallt start having their own lives. like going to Australia(i bet there's a small Singapore in there now. come on, of so many people you know of migrating, who doesnt go Australia?), NS, UNIs(again, in Australia!).

bah, it just struck 12 and i'm still stuck on this light-emitting box of machinery. i feel like whipping up something cool now, like strawberry hotcakes with blueberry sauce. i've got the recipe! havent tried it, though. but the name looks yummy enough! :D :D :D i love berries.

and yay! Janie changed her blogskin, and I motivated her to do so! i'm always super happy when people mention my name in their blog. its like i mean something, however insignificant,
to them in their lives. and Nessa mentioned me on her blog too! i always feel special around her. (((: i love her so so much. so much. i especially went down BPP to get oyster mee sua cos i've been having a ginormous craving for it after the one mouthful Nessa offered me.

fwah, this has got to be one of my longest posts in quite awhile huh?

ah, my mind aches of stress. but i somehow feel i should be feeling more stressed up than this. but anyway, its good that school holidays are round the corner! (: a good long school-less holiday is much longed for.

hey you!
i LESS THAN THREE you, with or without the itch, with or without peanut in your throat. :D you make things okay when you're nice. :D :D :D thanks for being there, even if its by chance. actually, you're appear so often either by accident or unintentionally, its irritating. but still, i HEART ya like alot. 3 years doesnt seem at all long spending it with you.