did anyone cry reading abel's post on his mother? i know this sounds weird, but i did. i dno how and why, they just came rolling down.

i guess it related to me somehow. not my mom, though. i dont think i take her for granted at all. cos i do say thanks/kam xia when she cooks, washes my clothes and does the dishes. and i always ask if she loves me, she gets irritated. she's not like The Best Mom you see on those mother's day mugs, really. she nags at all things possible, scream at me, laughs like she'll never see tmrw while watching tv. but i love her all the same.
its my dad i take most granted for. i rarely, sometimes even never get to see him. out of sight, out of mind. he isnt exactly out of my mind, but sometimes i think i'm out of his. i always want to spend more time with him, but as LL always say, shit happens. its really damn sad how i dont know him at all. he told me he wanted to teach me how to play chess. but i'm always going 'probably another time', or 'later la'. but it suddenly struck me. what if there's no more next time? and my bro always say, "you only got one papa, you know..." yes, one and only one. there's never ever gonna be another replacement.
i am so going down to Popular to get myself a chess set.

Happy Mother's Day to all mothers.
I Love You, Papaaaaaaaaaa.
(: