I found this online! So nice right. Its called a barbie doll shoe.

He thinks it fun. Oh, whatever.

Anyway, we talked and laughed and had a wonderful time. And Sharon was back to her normal self. I had a few hard laughs especially the 'Its your boat' joke. And she kept boiling and eating the crab. And Felly kept boiling her green shell mussels, which is very yucky I think. Its got sand particles in it and has that musky sea smell.

Then we went to Supercue to play pool. Hahaha. It was fun too. But the fun we had is just really hard to put down in words. Overall, it was a night well spent. Very very well spent.

Today...
We went to play badminton at CCK sports complex. and exercised at the senior citizen's fitness corner. We should do it more often. Exercising makes you happy okay! It produces endorphins I think.

We should also have class picnic. Sandwiches and lemonades! So niiiiiiiiiiiiiiiice.
We ought to have class bbq sooooon! Bbq chicken wings, marshmallows!

Ok, I gtg.

It's killing me

Cousins & Love

I love my cousins so much, I promise my life would be far too miserable without them.
They're my lifeblood, my weekly dose of joyandlaughterpeaceandjoy. Having grown up with them is probably the best thing God has given me. Thank you, Lord, for the best cousins in the universe.

You know, the best thing about cousins is that they are always there. Cousins ain't like friends. They dont leave you after O levels, A levels, after NS, whatever. And not everyone have great cousins, and not everyone have all 16 of them being wonderful dudes. They are all so so nice.

Linus- The smart and dao one, the best looking amongst all of us.
Joses- The funnyman, and the signature centre-parted hair I wont ever forget.
Soohern- A fan of Cyndi Wang with a horribly perverted sense of humour. Fellow edmwer! Oh man, the bra cup photo! :D
Suefern- The kaypoh one who knows all our friends, the nurse. The one who's always online to disturb people when they're at their busiest.
Yuan- Funny and smart. Loves nua-ing in pyjamas, mugger but still a cool dude.
En & Shan- I miss you, please come back frm Melbourne.
Heem- You're a nice boy, but you could do better without the madtv and all that americanised stuff.
Alex- Kid with funny dance moves. Very humourous for a pri 6 kid.
Megan- Please eat more! You're good at Audition, though.
Jordan- Study harder!
Zenith- You're really adorable and pretty! And thanks for saying I look fab in the dress. You are so cutttteeee. But cannot be so selfish and dont share your toys okay!

To put it simply, cousins are friends that last forever.

Should i blog now or later?
Ok... it seems that I have LOADS of shit to blog about.
But Msn aint working and I've yet to upload photos.

But if I restart the comp, it'll take years.
So I dont know.

Gee, this is harder than an APGP sum.
Ok, I know APGP is easy for some people.
But I HATE number patterns, and I will never ever get it. Ever.

Ok, I think APGP is harder than deciding whether I shld blog later or now.
I'll blog later, with photos on my dad's badminton tournament, Nat Ho pictures(the reason why you have to stay tuned), and random S17 photos.

Bye!

):

Im feeling rly down now.
I came back from school, chinese lesson in particular, feeling really lonely and sad.

I realise at the end of the day, that when I'm sad, I've got no one to talk to.
I mean, yeah, I have friends and all... but when I rly need someone to have a heart-to-heart conversation with, I realise I have not one friend fits the bill. I mean, it would be so weird to call one of them up and suddenly pour out all your grievances.

And to top it off, we'll all get back our results tmrw.
Oh, I dont even wna start thinking about it. I know how I fared and I'm just running away from it all.

I wanna eat donuts. I'd probably go queue for them tmrw. After we get back our last paper at 2.45. Yeah, and I'll go buy my fabric paint to decorate on Daphne's birthday glass.

(:

Today is a very bad day.

Woke up in the morn, hoping it would be a fine day. I mean, I wasnt looking forward to school or anything. I was just getting ready for normal school. Well, turns out it was far from normal.

I lined up rather gloomily as if I knew it was gna be a bad day. And I waited for someone to glide beside me like they(Serene, Felly or Sharon) always did. But no one did. Okay, I know Felly wasnt gna come, but no one told me Serene, Sharon and Jane weren't coming either! Okay, I was quite irritated at first, but then I got sad. I'm gna have to do Chi for 3 hrs without them! Luckily YY was around and I sat beside LiBoon and ZL, so it wasnt as bad as it seems. But still, it wasn't good okay!

But no lah, I dont blame you guys! I love you all! I rly mean it okay!
Okay, its quite hard to say 'I love you' to Sharon even though she's quite lovable. Esp when she smiles and show her gleaming set of teeth. Hahha, and the koala bear face! :D :D

Did chinese compo which bored me to tears. And nothing interesting happened. Except for the 'zhe li zhen an jing' joke. Haha, that was funny. Well, we played taitee and bridge during the break which was okay. And I think I seriously wna play mahjong, I wna enjoy myself. Before the 22nd, before I get back all 5 papers at once, before my life comes to an abrupt stop.

There are many things I wna do.
I wna develop photos! I still havent done it.
I wna get that ice cream necklace. $35.90 you know, its crazy!
I want Pocket Veto.
I wna have my CIP points.
I want this menstrual pain to stop this instant!
I wna eat apple strudel, Godiva's Chocolixir, smoked salmon salad, bbq chicken wings papa bought that day, prawn noodles, McMuffin w/o egg!
Oh, I also want $500 to buy anything I want.

):

Oh man, I feel so unaccomplished today.
I skipped Ogl interview, bowling practice, turned down the offer for PrisonBreak and melon ice cream to go home and sleep. Read 1 chapter of Shopaholic and slept for 3 hours. Super unproductive, urgh!
I tried comforting myself that I'll turn up for ogl interview on fri, i'll go shelf books in the library for the CIP points. But I still feel so depressed, dno why.

Anw, Im just looking fwd to supper tonight. I hope papa comes back with prawn noodles/hokkien mee.

Bacon died just now.
): ):
But oh well.

Yes, hello there fellow earthlings(like how LiBoon will say it in his I-am-a-higher-being tone)
I feel so happy to blog. Like so so happy.

Random note to self: Rmb to blog in class blog. Refer to paper.

Yar, I think Im happy cos I met Siew and Nisa today. Siew made me very happy, dno why. She's super funny in the most unfunny way. I like! Eh, we go out together soon okay. Today like alot of people (only 5, but still!) so I cant rly catch up on your life. Rmb the cool shop in Cathay beside B&J? Yar, we made a pact to go there one day when we have $$. Yar, when we have $$ which is like never for me.

Everyone has a job now lah! Colleen got a job at Banana Republic, Fiona is the greypants Toy R Us, Nisa's a bear builder and Siew got a job too Im sure(forgot where).

I applied a job with Colleen at Ralph Lauren Kids. But working feels like a grown-up thing and I dont wna be a grownup. Doesnt feel right at all. I've got the gina face anw, I cant act, feel, dress like a grown-up. Okay, whatever.

Oh yes, Nisa makes me happy too. She's just good at making people happy, dno why. Oh, and I rmb she suddenly gave me a hug when we were walking. Its such a warm, endearing, bear-like hug. Thanks for that!

The morning was good too. Had breakfast with Drk at Mcd. Sausage McMuffin is no longer on the menu! They only have the egg one now. Like why must they do such a thing right. I'm bloody allergic to egg and how much effort does it take to remove the egg from the burger?!?! Then there was this indian guy, I think he's abit sot. There were 2 angmoh kids and the grandma and he came over...
Guy: Can I sit here?
Grandma: Yes, you may.
Guy: Thank you. Thank you so much. Thank you.
Guy holds up a can of beer and says to the kids...
Guy: I'm going to drink this. See, Im going to drink it.
I bet the kids were like, go away you stupid loser.

So we met up today. All 5 of us. Siewhui, Colleen, Fiona, Nisa, Sucheng. These names are like the best combination of names. They fit so nicely together, separated by commas of course. No matter what the sequence is, its just so pleasing to the eye. Aye, only they will understand :D

Fiona woke up damn late, so she came damn late, together with damn late queen, Colleen. Meanwhile, I met Siew and Nisa at KFC. And I drank the wrong drink. I drank this milo which belonged to the family who sat before us! Great start for a day.

Then we walked round and round FEP.
And then Colleen and Fiona came, and nothing exciting happened after that. Except for some frequent laughs here and there and camwhoring in the toilet.

Overall, I enjoyed myself with them. The neoprints were funny! Ha.
Well, I left them to meet Drk for dinner at Fish & Co. which I was looking fwd to.
We havent had good food for a long time. And yeah, it was good stuff.

I feel like crap now.

There's pw tmrw, and as quoted by Felly, pw kills. And it leaves you hanging in pain. It just never seems to go away. After june hols, there's pw. After promos, pw comes back to haunt us again. Its like an invisible sheet of glass that separates me and my inner little miss happy.

To make things worse, I missed out on all the fun the past few days. Urgh. I know its silly to feel bitter. But everyone feels bitter once in a while right. But on a brighter side, I wasnt left to rot at home.

I had dinner at Lau Pa Sat with The Parents. Thats makes twice this week, which makes me feel so desperate. Oh, the satay was nice. (: I like it. And the whole anxiety thing about calling mom about staying over was quite thrilling. The weird thing about it was when they okayed it, it seemed that Im an unwanted guest.

I think parents can be quite a chore sometimes. Of course, they are nice people and they're always there for us. Whether we like it or not. Its good and bad. But the bad overrides the good sometimes.

1. The nagging. It just never stops! Urgh. They go on and on and on and on about not washing the cup, not putting back the hanger, not making the bed.
I always get...
" QING AH! YOUR HANDPHONE CAN THROW AWAY ALR LAH. CALL YOU 1000 TIMES NEVER PICK UP. CAN YOU PLSSSSSS OFF SILENT MODE. TOLONG LAH..."
She really said the 1000 times thing. No kidding.
Urgh.

2. They spoil their children. Not in my case, of course. In fact, I think my parents dont like me at times. They let me do everything on my own, except driving me to and from school. My mom always imagines me getting knocked down when crossing the road. They give me very little allowance cos I didnt get into a "good JC". Its hard for me to ask for extra money too. Ah, sucks lah. Anyway, for those parents thats spoil their kids, its just downright disgusting. Aiya, I don wanna quote examples. Cos the only examples I have in mind is what I saw ystd and this morning. Urgh.

3. When I dont get good grades, their horrible remarks makes me feel useless and stupid. Why does words of disappoint sound soooooooo disappointing when it comes from them? Dont you think?

OKAY, BUT I LOVE MY HOKKIEN-SPEAKING PARENTS TOO MUCH FOR WORDS! THEY ARE MY BIGGEST PILLARS OF STRENGTH. LOVELOVE LOVELOVE.

Yar, Drk, you're the best too okay. You never said a thing when I threw stupid tempers. It took a while to appreciate your presence and hugs and everything. Even though I didnt get donuts or watch Ratatouille, I still lurffffffff you. This relationship has definitely been the best damn thing ever. Dont leave me for some prettier girl okay? I will not return you your NDSL.

<3

Oh yes, hello there.

Sorry for not blogging the past few days. I was just feeling very very drunk at home last night and the day before. No, not that I drank or anything. But I was really feeling very drowsy, but not coughmixture drowsy, its more of tigerbeer drowsy. I just keep falling asleep and I cant help myself.

Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. And today, I forgot that there was interhouse games. How dumb is that!? Fellytone, sorry ah! Made you got stuck with the other girls. ): I will treat you to a drink next time okay! And I will try not to laugh at you next time. /grins.

Eh! I wanna change to livejournal you know. I realise alot of cool people use livejournal. OKAY! I will create an account later. Yay, Im gna be a cool girl now. I've never been able to be cool all my life ): It so tragic ):

Sooooooooooooooooo, yes, the past few days were goooooooooooot.

Okay, tracing back what happened on Monday...
Went out with Fiona. Eh, I blogged about that alr right? Tsk.

Saturday(sorry, jumped so far backwards) was nice!
Spent the whole day out with DNJJ.
We had scrumptious breakfast in his house in the morning!!! Then, slacked awhile, feeling quite drunk actually. We had 1927365483 doubts about going out, but I insisted on going out anyway. Bused down to citylink and had ThaiExpress for teatime! We had tomyum fish soup which is our all-time favourite! It was our first love together, I think. We ordered chicken wings too, it was too damn good, 6 wasnt enough! I think I wanna marry a Thai chef.
Then we taxied home. And slacked awhile more before going to have dinnner with his dysfunctional family. His father cursed and sweared when he couldnt find Daphne. Okay lah, no hokkien vulgarities but he scolded in hokkien, which was damn funny!

Wednesday was funny.
Went out with Suefern, my beloved. And I bought a square-neck(like Fiona's!) dress, in bright blue. Very nice! Its my first wearable dress, all the others suck. Fern also tried but she wouldnt let me take photos of us wearing the same dress. Bleah. The bra thing in the dressing room was super funny. HAHAHA. Inside joke okay, shhh... We hung around town and laughed at a few people altho I think we could've done better.

Oh man! I just read Fiona's blog.
You, you smelly belly!
You talked to Colleen for 4 hours!? She's MY friend. How can you steal her away from me? HUH!? And you guys are going out MJ tmrw, of alllllllllllllllllllllllllllll the people in the world, MJ! >.< I dont like hiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiim at all. To think there is a shop in Far East named after him, I hate the shop owner. HMPF. I wna get the GAP shirt you know, then if MJ is around, my shirt will melt after I buy ah! I can really just pull out all his curly hair and make maggi mee. WOAH, BUAY TA HAN!
To conclude, both of you just don't like me right.
Boo. Hoo. Hoo.

No lah, kidding ah. Im just very bored.
I suddenly wanna visit Fiona at Toys R Us.

BAH!

HELLO.
hello
HELLO.