I feel like crap now.

There's pw tmrw, and as quoted by Felly, pw kills. And it leaves you hanging in pain. It just never seems to go away. After june hols, there's pw. After promos, pw comes back to haunt us again. Its like an invisible sheet of glass that separates me and my inner little miss happy.

To make things worse, I missed out on all the fun the past few days. Urgh. I know its silly to feel bitter. But everyone feels bitter once in a while right. But on a brighter side, I wasnt left to rot at home.

I had dinner at Lau Pa Sat with The Parents. Thats makes twice this week, which makes me feel so desperate. Oh, the satay was nice. (: I like it. And the whole anxiety thing about calling mom about staying over was quite thrilling. The weird thing about it was when they okayed it, it seemed that Im an unwanted guest.

I think parents can be quite a chore sometimes. Of course, they are nice people and they're always there for us. Whether we like it or not. Its good and bad. But the bad overrides the good sometimes.

1. The nagging. It just never stops! Urgh. They go on and on and on and on about not washing the cup, not putting back the hanger, not making the bed.
I always get...
" QING AH! YOUR HANDPHONE CAN THROW AWAY ALR LAH. CALL YOU 1000 TIMES NEVER PICK UP. CAN YOU PLSSSSSS OFF SILENT MODE. TOLONG LAH..."
She really said the 1000 times thing. No kidding.
Urgh.

2. They spoil their children. Not in my case, of course. In fact, I think my parents dont like me at times. They let me do everything on my own, except driving me to and from school. My mom always imagines me getting knocked down when crossing the road. They give me very little allowance cos I didnt get into a "good JC". Its hard for me to ask for extra money too. Ah, sucks lah. Anyway, for those parents thats spoil their kids, its just downright disgusting. Aiya, I don wanna quote examples. Cos the only examples I have in mind is what I saw ystd and this morning. Urgh.

3. When I dont get good grades, their horrible remarks makes me feel useless and stupid. Why does words of disappoint sound soooooooo disappointing when it comes from them? Dont you think?

OKAY, BUT I LOVE MY HOKKIEN-SPEAKING PARENTS TOO MUCH FOR WORDS! THEY ARE MY BIGGEST PILLARS OF STRENGTH. LOVELOVE LOVELOVE.

Yar, Drk, you're the best too okay. You never said a thing when I threw stupid tempers. It took a while to appreciate your presence and hugs and everything. Even though I didnt get donuts or watch Ratatouille, I still lurffffffff you. This relationship has definitely been the best damn thing ever. Dont leave me for some prettier girl okay? I will not return you your NDSL.

<3