Here we go again

You know, there are so many things I wish I could just splurt out without getting into trouble. This insecurity thing is locked in and it just cant seem to find its way out of the never ending maze. Sometimes it thinks its solved the maze but at yet another turn, its lost all over again. I really need an avenue of releasing all these mixed feelings cos writing my thoughts in such cheem english isnt exactly what I do best.

But it still looks very sophisticated and I am feeling better already.

Hanyway!
There is still so much to what I wna say but I guess I've gotta pack em all up in one tiny paragraph. If I'm gna have to write it down in normal english, my life ahead will be tough. This is so &*^$# frustrating!

Ok I'll just have to think of happy thoughts, like foooooooooooooooooooooood.
Honestly, food makes me happy the most. Even more than a day gone shopping, or staying home to sleep, or a movie with Nat Ho. Food is best!

If I had a car and a whole day free to me (and mom, a great eating partner) and petrol was free, I would drive everywhere to eat! Cant think of any eating places now, but I wna just wna have chicken rice, LOADS AND LOADS of chicken and rice!

I don't care about watching my weight as long as I dont become fat and ugly or too unhealthy. I cant stand it when girls keep saying they wna go on a diet or look into the mirror and whimper about their fat thighs and arms. Urgh!

Hanyway,
happy thoughts include the coming of 22nd nov which is the end of Yuan's A lvls. Which means I can stayover at her ginormous house(cant beat Jane's one though), catch Bee Movie with them, watching more of Little Britain and just sleep into the night.

22nd nov is also Fellytone's birthday! I wont dare forget! Eh, in bold somemore okay. Wallao, I'm damn nice can.

I feel better already.
I'm quite easily contented and its a good thing, sometimes. (: